Been a hot minute, Didn't forget this time though. I've got a slightly better memory than that. Today was… fine.
Woke up at like… 1:30 pm, so it didn't start off great. Only got home from my nan's around 3. I got a few custom DBD portraits I drew last night in the game, so that's nice. I didn't do much after that, though. Played some R.E.P.O., but only for about 15 minutes before the host disconnected. I didn't mind, though. I got to hop on Destiny 2 after.
I saw Xur had the Xurfboard for sale, and I 100% knew I had to buy it. Spent the whole day grinding out Devil's Lair for strange coins for it. Worth it, 100%. Controls like a dream. Only bad part is I'm not done, the motherfucker has a TAKEN SMG FOR SALE TOO! So, the grind ain't stopping yet.
I did some more thinking about myself the other night, as well. The therian thing is still in the picture, but I've come to realise that… I don't know what I am, gender-wise. Just… something girly. I hide away from dysphoria by shoving it in a corner and denying its existence with this demigirl/genderfluid stuff, I think. And my not minding of being referred to as male might just be me not being assertive about myself with my chronic fear of seeming like an asshole… for preferring female pronouns. My thought train doesn't seem so coherent at times, but I trust its judgement. Not like I have a choice to disagree with my own mind. I'll update my front page n my glossary, all that stuff, after I'm done inserting this entry to the website. It only feels right.
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